Were private messages sent to either Zer0Morph or Childe of Malkav? I know almost nothing about computers but, I do know such answers aren't typical especially not of Childe of Malkav. If either one of them responded as you mentioned, I'm sorry.
Use this as an opportunity to grow as a person, mdk5631. We can't always get what we want. Learning to take things in stride, to make due with less, is all part of growing up. Making due with less and being greatful for it, is one of two ways which separates children from adults. The other way is considering the needs of others before your own, also known as, sympathy.
Ask yourself mdk5631, do I want to be an adult?